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Unknown - Rage

Right at this moment, awakening is at the doorstep of my heart waiting for the sun to shine but to no reason its light will not show up. With no intention to think, questions rushed through my head as if it was on the race with the beaming light of the sun. I thought maybe I am on the lazy day of my week because I intend not to do what I am ask to do or have I forgotten what is the reason of living the entire day. 

I have been searching for ways yet seemingly there's none to cater my concerns. It seems like my questions will be unanswered.

As I recall how I was back then, I realize I am no longer the person who could easily find ways to resolve my issues. I didn't know what happened or why have I changed a lot. Is it the beginning of my life now? Or am I just being stubborn to listen to what I am told to do?

All these are inside of me. I couldn't take them off or not even put them into writings instead to ease what I was feeling.

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