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Dawn

One thing is in me right now Something that tries to go inside out I am like a container that is about to burst out Excess that needs to spill out Deep inside there's this voice A voice that tries to awaken the soul From sleeping beyond time and dome Breathing life through the yawn Though my eyes are blurry I can still see the beauty Of life that is breathy With fresh air that is healthy The night is almost coming to an end As the days comes to break The yoke of heavily bondage And brings lightness to the shoulders ablade. Darkness may try to stand still But it will not last long as the light appears It has no freedom to stay It has to go away Darn! This letter is a bit absurd Mix emotions are disruptively written Yet, may it convey what the heart is trying to clear Things may come clearer at the day appears Dated: June 16, 2020
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I totally do not know now Things running on my mind Swimming all around I wish I could find Thinking everything is blunt Yet focus is out of notch Finding the true math Truth should be in path Days passed so fast Years ended too quick in a glance Yet feet could not start the dance Stamped the toes on fire Held the fan too tight Swayed the thought in plight Penned the hand in band Body swirled in vine Dreaded with the facts Things should've done Misses added in the run Stretched so hard Wondering the what Answering the ask Thinking of the how The fashion of the plow Cleansed the plank Tears were wiped Felt the heat of heart Burning incense of love Rescued jewel so fine Diamond pressed in fire Created in complexity of your hand Could no more explain the why Died in the ninth hour Completed what was written in time Victory over the scam Foe was painted in blank Water and blood poured the ground Veiled torn in half Door opened so wide A n...

Grace - Not In The Head

Something has been roaming around my mind Questions, questions that keep on lighting up inside But the answers are not so plain in sight Thus wishing words may come in light. Thinking of the things that could reason out the "What" or the "Why" Huh! Thoughts are crashing over and are out of the line Still hoping that truth will come to bring peace and life So that the dead hope will come back in might I tried seeking a hand everywhere for a guide Even soaring up in the sky so high to glide While fixing the lenses to focus the eyes However failure knocked down everything in just one plight These efforts? Those works? All boiled down to die Did many on my own just to simply get burnt and tired Letting the joy in my heart be stricken and fired Rolling! Walking around, here and there without a paint of smile Denied help to live and survive so many times Fear, failures and doubt; Oh something I shrug and deny Although I know deep within I am hurting ...

Lost

There are times I keep on questioning myself on why am I here? Why am I doing what I am doing? Is it that worthwhile to do the things I thought I am supposed to do or asked to do? These are the questions running in my head now. I may know the answer before but now it is starting to vague. I am starting to question my intention or the will which I am supposed to follow. It is sad that people thought I am that good where in fact I am not. They even thought that I maybe a super human which I am not. I am not okay. I always thought I have found my track but it seems the road I am heading is starting to fade. I have always thought that I have the best things in my life but right now they seem to be wrong. I have been asking why these things are happening. As to when these things will leave me. But no answer. Nothing at all. Am I drunk? Am I crazy? Have I totally lost my mind? Am I sick? Oh dude, I need help. I am drowning. I am sucking these flowers out of my head. I am petrified....

Nagsara Na Ang Talukap sa Mga Mata ni Lolo Pedring

Nangyari ito nung bata pa si Jose. Noong sila ay nabibilang sa matataas na pamilya sa Nayon ng Malusak. Sila ay dating kilala bilang pinakamayaman sa kanilang lugar ngunit nagbago ito. Masagana sana silang namumuhay sa kanilang nayon kasama ng kanyang inang si Josefina at mga nakakatandang kapatid na sina Juan na panganay at Nene ang pangalawa samantalang si Jose ang bunso. Nagmamay-ari ang pamilya nila ng isang malaking pabrika sa  kanilang nayon. Ito ay pabrika ng kanyang amang si Pedring at nagbigay ng kabuhayan sa kanilang mga ka nayon. Ang pabrikang ito ay pinanggagalingan ng mga papel, plastic  at tela. Ngunit itong pabrikang ay nagdudulot din ng hindi magandang epekto sa kapaligaran at kalusugan ng nakakarami. Marami ang nagrereklamo kay Lolo Pedring ngunit para lang pipi't bulag at bingi sya sa mga samo ng kanyang mga kanayon. Dumadami at lumalaki ang produksyon ng kanyang pabrika at dumadami din ang mga nagtatrabaho dito kaakibat din nito ang pagdami ng mga tao...